Saturday, October 27, 2012
i dont wanna do this.
Daddy im growing up and this shit sucks. i dont wanna do it with out yu. and i do everything i can to make yu proud i want yu to be able to look down and smile and tell everyone thats my little girl and look what she has made of her self. i want yu to be able to be proud of the life i make for my self. but i honestly dont know how well im gonna do. not a day goes by that i dont miss yu and wish yu were here. not a moment goes by that i dont wanna hug yu. not an hour goes by that i wish i could just pick up the phone and hear your voice. i miss yu. and i really wish yu was here. dallas's little girl is perfect her name is emmalee & she was born sep. 19th at 12:53 pm. she is the best baby ive ever met. well imma go love yu & miss yu
Saturday, August 25, 2012
broken.....
Why Daddy?? Why do I always give them the ability to crush my whole world in to pieces when they never give a damn!! I really wish I could talk to you. I miss you it's been 11 months and 3 days! I haven't seen your face or heard you voice! Why am I so stupid? Why did I think he would ever give a damn about me? Your little girl is broken once again. it's like no one gives a damn how I feel or what goes on in my head! Mom don't care. Apparently Monster don't give a flying fuck! Ugh Daddy I don't know what to do. And I really, really, really, really, really miss you! It's like I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't!!!!!! Why can't we just skip the teenage years?? The parties are not worth all the heart break that come with them.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
she trying to send me away.....
daddy,
well guess who moved into the apt. jackie! gross!!
mom is trying to make me go to job corps. but i swear to you its nothing but niggers!
brigette is mad at me and wants me to move in with her so she has a free baby sitter. fuck that!
elizabeth hasnt talked to me in months!
grandma is mad at me cause i got pissed when i found out that scum was living in our house!
but on the bright side. i took what i thought was a pre test for my GED today... but it was the real test and i passed. its 432.00 to get it. but i doubt mom will do it! shes about a dumb bitch! i guess i will just wait til i turn sixteen to go get it here in carrollton.
i have done nothing but cried all day. i miss you and i just wish i could talk to you. i wish i could tell you all of my problems and you be able to answer and fix all of them. i wish i could hear your voice and see your face. i wish everything was back to normal. i wish that you could wipe away my tears and heal my broken heart.
well imma go and goto bed. i love you good night and sweet dreams my beautiful daddy.
xoxoxoxo your little girl.
well guess who moved into the apt. jackie! gross!!
mom is trying to make me go to job corps. but i swear to you its nothing but niggers!
brigette is mad at me and wants me to move in with her so she has a free baby sitter. fuck that!
elizabeth hasnt talked to me in months!
grandma is mad at me cause i got pissed when i found out that scum was living in our house!
but on the bright side. i took what i thought was a pre test for my GED today... but it was the real test and i passed. its 432.00 to get it. but i doubt mom will do it! shes about a dumb bitch! i guess i will just wait til i turn sixteen to go get it here in carrollton.
i have done nothing but cried all day. i miss you and i just wish i could talk to you. i wish i could tell you all of my problems and you be able to answer and fix all of them. i wish i could hear your voice and see your face. i wish everything was back to normal. i wish that you could wipe away my tears and heal my broken heart.
well imma go and goto bed. i love you good night and sweet dreams my beautiful daddy.
xoxoxoxo your little girl.
best friends and babys...........
My dearest daddy,
whats up? everything is pretty good here. dally is pregnant but i guess you already know that.
we have been through thick and thin me and that girl! when we met i didnt think we would ever be this close. but we have been thru everything. from death to sickness to baby goats to tellin duane she was pregnant to laughing to crying and so much more. its only been 5 and a half months but it feels like forever!
I miss you. i wish i knew 6 months ago what i know now. then you would be here. its almost been 5 months since ive talked to you. over 120 days. why did that happen?
in one month i will be 16 wow. i should be getting my GED soon. and then i wanna goto school for cosmetology :) welp dally just got home so imma go i love you daddy
<3your baby girl
whats up? everything is pretty good here. dally is pregnant but i guess you already know that.
we have been through thick and thin me and that girl! when we met i didnt think we would ever be this close. but we have been thru everything. from death to sickness to baby goats to tellin duane she was pregnant to laughing to crying and so much more. its only been 5 and a half months but it feels like forever!
I miss you. i wish i knew 6 months ago what i know now. then you would be here. its almost been 5 months since ive talked to you. over 120 days. why did that happen?
in one month i will be 16 wow. i should be getting my GED soon. and then i wanna goto school for cosmetology :) welp dally just got home so imma go i love you daddy
<3your baby girl
Saturday, February 11, 2012
peace love and baby goats! :)
My dearest Daddy,
we got 2 new baby goats today :)) bubba and sheba they are lamaunchas(sp) and then we have punkin whos name was marley :))
we got 2 new baby goats today :)) bubba and sheba they are lamaunchas(sp) and then we have punkin whos name was marley :))
Friday, February 10, 2012
never grow up......
Daddy,
In 1 month and 4 days I will be 16, a happy point in life right? Not for me, I cant help but to wish I was turning 6 instead of 16. If I was 6 i would have 9 more years with you, maybe even longer if i knew what i know now.
16 dad damn! I'm growing up so fast. it feels like i havent talked to you in forever. i try not to be weak and cry. but its hard daddy. ive never been good at keeping from crying. theres been night when ive cried my self to sleep. i dont like not being able to talk to you. i wanna call you and tell you everything.
I wish I never had to grow up I wish I never had to see the day that superman flew away.
Why did you have to die so young? why couldnt you have just waited until you were 80 or 90 or 150?
In 1 month and 4 days I will be 16, a happy point in life right? Not for me, I cant help but to wish I was turning 6 instead of 16. If I was 6 i would have 9 more years with you, maybe even longer if i knew what i know now.
16 dad damn! I'm growing up so fast. it feels like i havent talked to you in forever. i try not to be weak and cry. but its hard daddy. ive never been good at keeping from crying. theres been night when ive cried my self to sleep. i dont like not being able to talk to you. i wanna call you and tell you everything.
I wish I never had to grow up I wish I never had to see the day that superman flew away.
Why did you have to die so young? why couldnt you have just waited until you were 80 or 90 or 150?
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