broken.....

Why Daddy?? Why do I always give them the ability to crush my whole world in to pieces when they never give a damn!! I really wish I could talk to you. I miss you it's been 11 months and 3 days! I haven't seen your face or heard you voice! Why am I so stupid? Why did I think he would ever give a damn about me? Your little girl is broken once again. it's like no one gives a damn how I feel or what goes on in my head! Mom don't care. Apparently Monster don't give a flying fuck! Ugh Daddy I don't know what to do. And I really, really, really, really, really miss you! It's like I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't!!!!!! Why can't we just skip the teenage years?? The parties are not worth all the heart break that come with them.