daddy,
well guess who moved into the apt. jackie! gross!!
mom is trying to make me go to job corps. but i swear to you its nothing but niggers!
brigette is mad at me and wants me to move in with her so she has a free baby sitter. fuck that!
elizabeth hasnt talked to me in months!
grandma is mad at me cause i got pissed when i found out that scum was living in our house!
but on the bright side. i took what i thought was a pre test for my GED today... but it was the real test and i passed. its 432.00 to get it. but i doubt mom will do it! shes about a dumb bitch! i guess i will just wait til i turn sixteen to go get it here in carrollton.
i have done nothing but cried all day. i miss you and i just wish i could talk to you. i wish i could tell you all of my problems and you be able to answer and fix all of them. i wish i could hear your voice and see your face. i wish everything was back to normal. i wish that you could wipe away my tears and heal my broken heart.
well imma go and goto bed. i love you good night and sweet dreams my beautiful daddy.
xoxoxoxo your little girl.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
best friends and babys...........
My dearest daddy,
whats up? everything is pretty good here. dally is pregnant but i guess you already know that.
we have been through thick and thin me and that girl! when we met i didnt think we would ever be this close. but we have been thru everything. from death to sickness to baby goats to tellin duane she was pregnant to laughing to crying and so much more. its only been 5 and a half months but it feels like forever!
I miss you. i wish i knew 6 months ago what i know now. then you would be here. its almost been 5 months since ive talked to you. over 120 days. why did that happen?
in one month i will be 16 wow. i should be getting my GED soon. and then i wanna goto school for cosmetology :) welp dally just got home so imma go i love you daddy
<3your baby girl
whats up? everything is pretty good here. dally is pregnant but i guess you already know that.
we have been through thick and thin me and that girl! when we met i didnt think we would ever be this close. but we have been thru everything. from death to sickness to baby goats to tellin duane she was pregnant to laughing to crying and so much more. its only been 5 and a half months but it feels like forever!
I miss you. i wish i knew 6 months ago what i know now. then you would be here. its almost been 5 months since ive talked to you. over 120 days. why did that happen?
in one month i will be 16 wow. i should be getting my GED soon. and then i wanna goto school for cosmetology :) welp dally just got home so imma go i love you daddy
<3your baby girl
Saturday, February 11, 2012
peace love and baby goats! :)
My dearest Daddy,
we got 2 new baby goats today :)) bubba and sheba they are lamaunchas(sp) and then we have punkin whos name was marley :))
we got 2 new baby goats today :)) bubba and sheba they are lamaunchas(sp) and then we have punkin whos name was marley :))
Friday, February 10, 2012
never grow up......
Daddy,
In 1 month and 4 days I will be 16, a happy point in life right? Not for me, I cant help but to wish I was turning 6 instead of 16. If I was 6 i would have 9 more years with you, maybe even longer if i knew what i know now.
16 dad damn! I'm growing up so fast. it feels like i havent talked to you in forever. i try not to be weak and cry. but its hard daddy. ive never been good at keeping from crying. theres been night when ive cried my self to sleep. i dont like not being able to talk to you. i wanna call you and tell you everything.
I wish I never had to grow up I wish I never had to see the day that superman flew away.
Why did you have to die so young? why couldnt you have just waited until you were 80 or 90 or 150?
In 1 month and 4 days I will be 16, a happy point in life right? Not for me, I cant help but to wish I was turning 6 instead of 16. If I was 6 i would have 9 more years with you, maybe even longer if i knew what i know now.
16 dad damn! I'm growing up so fast. it feels like i havent talked to you in forever. i try not to be weak and cry. but its hard daddy. ive never been good at keeping from crying. theres been night when ive cried my self to sleep. i dont like not being able to talk to you. i wanna call you and tell you everything.
I wish I never had to grow up I wish I never had to see the day that superman flew away.
Why did you have to die so young? why couldnt you have just waited until you were 80 or 90 or 150?
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
te amo papi...
Daddy,
You know I wonder all the time, what would you be doing today if you were still alive.
Would you be at work? Would we live in alabama? Would we be chillin in carrollton?
Would mom act different? Would I be at dallas's today?
What would have happened daddy? I try not to overthink it but damn dad. This isn't fair. I only had 15 short years with you. I don't feel cheated. Because I got to spend 15 years with you. I just dont understand why it happened. You were supposed to walk me down the aisle at my weeding. You were supposed to be there when I have kids, to hold them, to love them. My kids might not get to know you as there poppa but they will know you as my daddy. This I promise you. I will tell them about you everyday.
Daddy i'm sick of crying. I'm sick of feeling like there is a piece of me missing. Where are you daddy? why did you have to go? Why did god take you. Why did that dirty mother fucker hit you? I hope your taking care of Bob. I told him if he died that the goat man would take care of him. I hope you are.
Why do bad things happen to good people? You did nothing wrong. Paw paw did nothing wrong and god is making him suffer. Why???
well daddy imma go i gotta go feed. i love you daddy and i miss you. everyday for the rest of my life. :) <3 always your baby girll!
You know I wonder all the time, what would you be doing today if you were still alive.
Would you be at work? Would we live in alabama? Would we be chillin in carrollton?
Would mom act different? Would I be at dallas's today?
What would have happened daddy? I try not to overthink it but damn dad. This isn't fair. I only had 15 short years with you. I don't feel cheated. Because I got to spend 15 years with you. I just dont understand why it happened. You were supposed to walk me down the aisle at my weeding. You were supposed to be there when I have kids, to hold them, to love them. My kids might not get to know you as there poppa but they will know you as my daddy. This I promise you. I will tell them about you everyday.
Daddy i'm sick of crying. I'm sick of feeling like there is a piece of me missing. Where are you daddy? why did you have to go? Why did god take you. Why did that dirty mother fucker hit you? I hope your taking care of Bob. I told him if he died that the goat man would take care of him. I hope you are.
Why do bad things happen to good people? You did nothing wrong. Paw paw did nothing wrong and god is making him suffer. Why???
well daddy imma go i gotta go feed. i love you daddy and i miss you. everyday for the rest of my life. :) <3 always your baby girll!
Friday, February 3, 2012
smurfs and baby goats!
My dearest Daddy.
I miss you so much. You are always on my mind. I have wanted to call you so many times today. Here are some of the things i wanted to tell you.
We got 2 baby goats from thos gay dudes off of coles lake rd today.
We named them bob and marley.
We had to goto tractor supply today and I saw the smurf! ;)
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Johnifer don't talk to me anymore. I really dont know what I did wrong daddy.
Paw paw is not doing very good. They have giving him 6 months to a year now.
Bob isn't doing very good either. Daddy please whatever you can do help him get better. your the goat man daddy. you can help. please give the the strength and knowledge to help this baby. he is only a day old. and its got dallas tore up. you already took johnny dammit!
I didnt think i would ever be able to go a day with out talking to you and its been 4 months now. i wish i could hear your voice. i wish i could talk to you. i wish you could hold me and wipe away my tears. i wish i didnt have a reason to cry. and i wish you was hear daddy. i love you sweet dreams my beautiful angel with the golden sparkley wings!
well daddy imma go. i love and miss you dont ever forget that.
I miss you so much. You are always on my mind. I have wanted to call you so many times today. Here are some of the things i wanted to tell you.
We got 2 baby goats from thos gay dudes off of coles lake rd today.
We named them bob and marley.
We had to goto tractor supply today and I saw the smurf! ;)
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Johnifer don't talk to me anymore. I really dont know what I did wrong daddy.
Paw paw is not doing very good. They have giving him 6 months to a year now.
Bob isn't doing very good either. Daddy please whatever you can do help him get better. your the goat man daddy. you can help. please give the the strength and knowledge to help this baby. he is only a day old. and its got dallas tore up. you already took johnny dammit!
I didnt think i would ever be able to go a day with out talking to you and its been 4 months now. i wish i could hear your voice. i wish i could talk to you. i wish you could hold me and wipe away my tears. i wish i didnt have a reason to cry. and i wish you was hear daddy. i love you sweet dreams my beautiful angel with the golden sparkley wings!
well daddy imma go. i love and miss you dont ever forget that.
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