so i logged into booksie and i saw something really cool. well 2 things.
first: i saw a novel about powwows so i msged the girl and now we are kinda talkin back and forth about powwows. its pretty cool.
and second. did you know about the seven heavenly virtues?? there pretty cool. i didnt know about them until just then.
this guy from texas said something to me the other day and it has really stuck in my head. he said if your ever missin your daddy darlin just look in the mirror and smile cause your lookin at his pride and joy his princess his baby girl. and that has really helped me cause i can be feelin down and ill think about that and know that he is right. i am your princess! and i will always be cause guess what bitches im peter kassars's daughter. you can get me down you cant hurt me cause you will have one pissed off ghoast on your ass. lol i love you daddy and i miss you sooooooooo much.
so i have a new motto on life. i dont give a fuck anymore so i say/do something that someone dont like and they bitch me out imma be like... what are you gonna do go tell my daddy. keep people from talkin shit. well imma get off of here i love and miss you pops. <3always your little girl.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
4 months and 1 day.....
Daddy i miss you. But whta new about that. Its days like these that i wish i could talk yo you.
Mom has turned her back on me. And i am goin to dallas's today cause im not gonna turn my back on the. Paw paw is really sick.
Jerry and lyda have made it very clear that if 245 is not cleaned up by feb 14 they are going to forclose.
Monkey is having another litter of kittens. Honey is sick and gator is in heaven with you.
Banjo and charlie are doin good at dallas's house.
They are comin to pick me today seeing how mom will not take me. But my family needs me so i found a way to go. Since you have died they have stepped up and filled some of the gaps in my life tryin to make me a much of a 15yr old litte girl as i can be. They do not try to take your place just try to help your little girl try to get thru her teenage years as best as possible.
I will be 16 in less than a month and a half. Scary huh. Your little girl is not so litte anymore but i promise no matter what ill always be your baby. Come hell or high water.
I am peter kassars 3's daughter and im damn proud of it! And if anyone says anything about you they better run and hide. Yeah im kinda followin in your shoes but i dont regret it.
Boo's baby is already 3lbs 15oz and he is not due until april.
Whatever grandma cooked in the kitchen smells like ass and onions. Kinda makin me sick to my stomach.
You know what the one thing that will sick with me for the rest of my life that you used to say all the time? Never look down on someone that is lower than you weather it be in food or money or what ever it be. Because you neverr know one day that might be us.
You know when maw maw called and tod me that i needed to come home that paw paw only had 3months to live i held it togeather as i taked to her but as soon as i hung up the phone i lost it. Why do bad things happen to good people? He has done nothing wrong. Just like paw paw pete and you y'all did nothing wrong.
I can get insurence(sp) ones i turn 16 and i can finally get my teeth fixed.
Oh damn daddy tomorrow josh will be dead for 6 years. Damn time flys it feels like yesterday he took me to the gas station for my 8th bday and got me a lotto ticket in that little s10 pickup he had and then we went down newmen ellis at about 80. Well i always liked to think we was goin that fast we was probably only goin 50.
I got on youtube the other day and started lookin up handdrum songs. It brought me comfort. I miss singin with you. Its not the same by myself. But then again nothing is the same. Well imma gey off here i love and miss you daddy.
<3always forever and always daddys little girl
Mom has turned her back on me. And i am goin to dallas's today cause im not gonna turn my back on the. Paw paw is really sick.
Jerry and lyda have made it very clear that if 245 is not cleaned up by feb 14 they are going to forclose.
Monkey is having another litter of kittens. Honey is sick and gator is in heaven with you.
Banjo and charlie are doin good at dallas's house.
They are comin to pick me today seeing how mom will not take me. But my family needs me so i found a way to go. Since you have died they have stepped up and filled some of the gaps in my life tryin to make me a much of a 15yr old litte girl as i can be. They do not try to take your place just try to help your little girl try to get thru her teenage years as best as possible.
I will be 16 in less than a month and a half. Scary huh. Your little girl is not so litte anymore but i promise no matter what ill always be your baby. Come hell or high water.
I am peter kassars 3's daughter and im damn proud of it! And if anyone says anything about you they better run and hide. Yeah im kinda followin in your shoes but i dont regret it.
Boo's baby is already 3lbs 15oz and he is not due until april.
Whatever grandma cooked in the kitchen smells like ass and onions. Kinda makin me sick to my stomach.
You know what the one thing that will sick with me for the rest of my life that you used to say all the time? Never look down on someone that is lower than you weather it be in food or money or what ever it be. Because you neverr know one day that might be us.
You know when maw maw called and tod me that i needed to come home that paw paw only had 3months to live i held it togeather as i taked to her but as soon as i hung up the phone i lost it. Why do bad things happen to good people? He has done nothing wrong. Just like paw paw pete and you y'all did nothing wrong.
I can get insurence(sp) ones i turn 16 and i can finally get my teeth fixed.
Oh damn daddy tomorrow josh will be dead for 6 years. Damn time flys it feels like yesterday he took me to the gas station for my 8th bday and got me a lotto ticket in that little s10 pickup he had and then we went down newmen ellis at about 80. Well i always liked to think we was goin that fast we was probably only goin 50.
I got on youtube the other day and started lookin up handdrum songs. It brought me comfort. I miss singin with you. Its not the same by myself. But then again nothing is the same. Well imma gey off here i love and miss you daddy.
<3always forever and always daddys little girl
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